but sometimes
this heart can say.. Thank God I can have you as mine
but then
sometimes I feel like I still can't have you for myself
I don't know whether I turn stronger or weaker now..
I'm so afraid of losing you
of losing your love of me for even just a drop of tears
I want you like the moment you try to get me
always makes me happy
always try to get closer to me
thou I know
we are on the higher and different step now
but I hope you know
how I feel about you
and I just too tired for being in tears and sadness
I love you too much I guess
I also hate the fact that we just can't be freely together all the time :(
