No matter how I always try to be good
My past was never be good
but I really do want to be a good girl especially for you
I always act like a fool , I dunno how could I did this
I dunno how I lost my mind
Damn!!! I really couldn't change anything now
Arghhhh .. I really feel like screaming
I'm not angry to myself that you know it now
well not either I mean to hide it for you
but .... arghhh... I never think that I should tell you about this
but now
I'm really angry to myself of why I did that
why
why
why
why I do such a really fool thing
and the worse is
I really afraid to lost you now..
I just break your trust of me
which
I know this will change everything happen in the future, between us
I can't believe that I just did this
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I really don't know what I should do now....
.....
I just ruin everything..
everything...
everything that I really wish I really dream
now is in the moment of breaking apart ...
I'm sorry
I am really really sorry for me being such a fool
I am really really sorry for breaking your heart
I really do
I can promise you with all my heart
for the sake of my love on you
I will never ever be such a fool anymore
never....
sigh....
but I know
this won't change a thing
you will never trust me anymore
but I really hope...
Oh God please.....
please give me another chance
I'm really blind now
I never ever can think of losing you
this is the first time I can say that
I really can't imagine , you can't love me anymore
I do feel I could die without you
I mean it....
Please I beg you give me another chance
forgive me for this
I want us as before ...
I know it's impossible for you
Not any word from me that can give back your trust
but I want you to know
I swear I love you I want you so badly, sorry I lost my mind previously by did those stuff
I will never ever do that anymore
I'm afraid to lost you badly >.<
I love you so much
I really really sorry for breaking your heart :'(
