Back to the rough path

the happiness that finally come
graduation, family visit, holiday
as always
happiness will always goes faster

and so along with that come another sorrow
it's not fully sorrow part
just hard time
full of choices to made

I did
I did ask God to guide me
and so I thing He did answer
but not the full answer of all yet

maybe He's saying
'be patient'
and so I am now
I am waiting for myself to brought off from this rough part

but it's getting harder and harder from day by day
today wasn't as easy as yesterday
I don't know until when I can hold this, God


I watch the sun left earth beautifully
along with spark of purple and gold sketch
I wish I could just keep my eyes and heart
amaze by the marvelous God's creation of art
accompanied by an album of Love Song playing from my laptop

ahh..
it takes my breath away
together with the shadow of your face

I barely understand the song playing
it's on English language
perhaps my brain is fully use to think about you...
..
..

Hey look!
Moon and Stars are back
they're walking towards me
=)

I can here they are shouting something to me
hmhhhh
If I'm not mistaken the stars said,
'' Come on leave all your things there, I fly you back to him, it's much much better to live down there. Let your heart fly free ... ''
but I here the love-moon say something too,
'' Hold my hand and I will hold you forever,we are going to have happy time here.. ''
oh God it's he's face and he's smiling to me now..

They all make me fly
I feel myself fly try to reach out the sky
ouch
but the gravitation doesn't let me fly
it keeps me to stay in the earth..
=(

the wind said
' get back to reality darling, the right time will come to you.. '

and so the rains come
I think they want to make me awake

from this painful dream



.....