just keep it for myself

Whats with me?
Whats with my heart?
Why no one couldn't make it .. have it
Well one person did.
Why its only him?

I wanna held tight
Always having someone by my side
that I could rely on

I wanna have someone
so that I could lend on his shoulder
so I could share my happy and sad story

I wanna have someone to share my life
someone that could fetch me
that I could fetch him at night after he works
someone that will be seat on the living room
that will waiting for me to cook for the diner
someone that could have diner with me together each night
someone that can laugh together with me
while we watch comedy movie

Where is he?
Will he be here?
fetch me tonight?
wait for my while im cooking?
laughing and crying together?

I guess I still have to wait
wait and wait
till THE MOMENTS come


*God I know there will be a time
for this moment
please show me the way
guide me to be patient
cause I believe you have a beautiful plan behind this
.Amen.