still

day by day
week by week
months by months
is passed
yet my life change
many things happended
colour my life
having fun with friends, family,
being lonely
spend time on thinking
learn new things make new friends
but talking about my love story
will never change
the same thing come over again
wonder how long it takes
for me to find to feel
the true love
love which never can be substitude by others
love which not love physically but deeply
love that can be last forever
this heart is screaming
wont wait any more longer
this heart is confuse
is he? Or he is the one?
This heart is gettin lost
Wanna loved and love honestly and deeply
Its hard to learn to love someoone deeply
Cause they are not perfect
But I need to learn on love someone unperfect perfectly
I wanna change
Become an 19 years old girl
stop dreaming about a perfect prince that will come to my live
its the time to see true world
not a drama world
lookin for true love not a true handsome n perfect
Iam a lucky girl that people will take forever to have this
Having people that have true love for me
That always be there
What ever i am
Whatever i do..and whatever i want him to be
But im such a foolish n stupid girl
Never appreciate what i have
Make me become a girl who always feel loner
I should appreciate what I’v got
Hufffhh..
Many love is waiting for my love
Which love is the most suitable love?
Any idea?any suggestion?
My heart is die..
Cant work properly anymore
Cant see true love anymore of people around me
But can it still be loved?
Can it still use love sumone?
Love..
I want u to stay still
I want u to always be here
Maybe
U are the one
But how can i know
No one can know the future
I need to decide what future i want
With God on my side
Its too difficult to decide sumthinn
Can anyone help me....
Helo me out of this situation
Out of the complextion
Need a peacefull day
Peacefull mind
Heart