last place I post I was in Sydey in School..
after I finish my final exam we all have to move..
we all go to Sydney to stay one nite there as some of us are going back to country, its just me n vik actually.hahhaa
We all have lotlot of stuff and we reallly2 struggle to moved all of it..
we stay at hotel just across the capitol..kindof good..
aNd it was fuN thou..
afTer that I go back to InDo..aNd havinn lotttt of fun there..
gO to smaRang clbrating xmas n niu year..hangout with friends..
yaa and day by day seems pass so fast..finally I have to GoBack.
But now Im not going back to syDney..as I hving my placment in PoRtDOuglas..
It was a really tiring n long trip to fly from iNdo to PorT dOUglas..
anD now Im in poRt DOuglas..
ITs my 5th day I guess..Im come here at 12..
hmhhhh..after few days here..I really don like to be here.
no Indo frnds,really deadly tiring job,,painnn foot,,
so many thIng that makes me nOt feeling well to be here..
and I just miss all my friends in sydney..
seems they really hvin fun there.
Thers so many things that I regret.
As Im not accepting the joB in melB,
Accepting f****n Illinswrth to go here,
dun accept to work in DOlton..
aRRRRRRRRRrrrr...
all of these is make me crazy..
but..huffff...
thers nothin to do to regret..
I just need to plan what I should do now..
If I can survive no more here..
Thres I quiet crazy thing that I wish I could do..
I just wanna resign from here..give some reason to the hotel n illinswrth..
thenNn Im Free..
I just need to choose..
either I wanna go back InDo,get fake joB letter,n hvin piano course while im there.
oR I go back to Sydney..find personal joB..
huffff..
But yaaahh..
everythin is upto my father..
I just always pray to GOD..
to give me a better life..
choose me the best way
Hope evERyThin wiLl bE betTEr sOOn..
^~
